Urgh....

That about sums up my last few weeks. You know those weeks where everything just seems harder and takes so much more effort. Yup that was the last few weeks for me.

Work was super crazy these last few weeks and finding time to get my workout in was hard. Typically not happening until close to the end of the work day. But i managed to do it, but all day it’s on my mind about when i can fit it in.

I missed my workout for the first time, which really bummed me out, and it was my own fault, should have got up with my alarm. This is the first workout i have missed since i started this so it’s not terrible; but i felt terrible. I told myself i would do it on Saturday paired with a peloton so that i got double in. Saturday came and i didn’t get up. The day started and time seemed to be slipping away. But i forced myself at 3:00 to at least get in 20 minutes. And let me tell you; after that 20 minutes i felt great!

The plateau has also started to happen, i wasn't seeing the number change as rapidly and it slowed me down. This is a prime example as to why the numbers shouldn't matter because i am still working as hard but it's just harder to lose at this point. i should still feel proud for what i am achieving and not let the numbers slow me down.

So that is what i am going to work on now. ignore the numbers, as much as i can, and focus more on how i generally feel. i am still extremely motivated and i will still set goals to achieve but it just feels harder right now. Maybe that's what i need though, maybe it was getting to easy and my body knew i had more to give so now its testing me. who knows. only time will tell!

The push to the initial goal i set is still on. i am about 4 lbs away at this point. well, that depends day to day as my weight has been fluctuating so much on a daily basis.

Anyways, stay tuned! i am going to try and post more especially with the holidays coming up and how i plan to stay on track!

xox stilettos to sneakers